today
i forgot how much i loved you
and i cried
knowing i would forget tomorrow
yesterday
i cant remember
and i am stricken by the deja vu
remembering bits and pieces,
but mostly forgetting about you
tomorrow
i wont need the memory of being sad
for i'm lost and helpless without a clue
my sticky notes are depressing
and i feel like a fool
i barely remember why i started this
i've degraded that badly
i'm much past my expiration date
but i cant throw myself away
