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Why bother asking a question if you know you won't get a straight nor truthful answer? He has left Indiana and all I want to know is if he is headed my way, and I know he will never tell me. Gah. Fucking hairless rat.... I should have let you kill yourself all those times! At least part of you knew you were insane.... Even better, I shoulda let them dig you a grave like they wanted to at the carnival. But no, I held you like a helpless baby crying in my arms. Fuck you. Fuck me for still thinking about it. But alas, there is only eternal sunshine in the spotless mind.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
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